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Do I stress you out?

My sweater is on backwards and inside out.

Created on 2007-07-04 23:21:21 (#13308953), last updated 2009-10-27

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Name:Meighan
Website:the space
Bio
Sometimes people get confused about who they are. Sometimes people know exactly who they are. Sometimes people aren’t sure and so they try to be something they’re not. I’m not sure who I am, but I know who, and what, I [don’t] want to be.

I don’t want to be arrogant. I don’t want to be the person everyone turns to for help and advice. I don’t want to be the person who gets lost in memories and can’t forget the past. I don’t want to be the one everyone looks to for the newest “thing” or latest fad. I don’t want to be the stupid kid that doesn’t understand all the jokes or subtle witticisms. I don’t want to forget about where I came from or who I used to know. I don’t want to be some flash-in-the-pan here one minute and gone the next (although it might be nice to just be). I don’t want to be easily amused (even though at times I am).

I want to be witty and smart. I want to be serious and funny. I want to be smart enough to know the difference between things but stupid enough not to really care. I want to be the person that can sit up all night thinking about nothing and still learn something new. I want to be fascinated by little things. I want to learn as much as I can (but on my terms). I want to be able to sulk and brood without interruption or consoling. I want to be able to smirk and raise an eyebrow without speculation. I want people to be intrigued by me. I want people to say, “I never knew that” after I speak. I want people to laugh a great big belly-laugh after I say something relatively funny. I want to give advice freely without the pressure of coming through every time. I want to be. I want to meet someone famous and have something to say. I want to never have to ask another question (is that possible?). I want to have idiosyncrasies. I want to act like an idiot sometimes. I want to act. I want to show that I can do things without being embarrassed. I want to make mistakes. I want to make stupid jokes. I want to talk good and tpe we;;. I want not to want.

The Facts:
I'm 21, of the female gender, Canadian, and I have no idea what to do with my life.

Summing Me Up:
I've been told that I am loyal. Almost to a fault. I guess that's OK. I'm fiercely protective of the people I care about. And if I care about you, chances are you know it. Not because I'm conventional in how I show it... but I think it's obvious. I try to be honest. I appreciate honesty. Generally I try to think of other people first even if it's detrimental to myself. That could be a fault. But I'm a take care of-er, I guess.


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